December 1st, 2016 
SmackyGirl But I don`t get to be tired of running back and forward to the hospital. I have to get up at silly o`clock in the morning to do more tests. To survive this you can`t give up. But finally tomorrow I am finished as I have my MRI test at 7.55 am in the morning. Can`t say I am happy about having to go in that noisy machine again. I hate that thing.. Last week I had a test under narcosis.
Sorry about the hair. I had just woke up.
It was alright, except for later in the evening when I was back home again and I felt the pain killers wearing off, and felt it really well that they had examined me. When you have Cervical Cancer, bleeding constantly is one of the main symptoms. But sometimes after the tests they have done it has made me bleed more than I usually do, and on top of that I can feel the tumor stinging and making my belly cramp a lot more every day. Its increasing more and more. While I am waiting for the test to be finished and the test results to come in. I can`t help but think that while I am waiting this can be spreading. It creates so much stress and anxiety just by waiting. They told me in October they thought the cancer was at an early stage. Considering I have gone since early summer with these symptoms and been in pain. I can`t help but stress a lot thinking this is spreading while I am waiting. But of course I understand that there are more humans out there who are sick and are waiting for their appointments too..
The other day I was checking my memories on Facebook when this popped up. It made me smile.
I think I have an guardian angel. š
Over to some more positive news. I promised to show what I got in my jewelry calendar. Today I could open the first window. And this is what was in it.
After my MRI tomorrow. I am meting my little brother and I am taking him to a comedy show in Trondheim. I`m really looking forward to that. Me and Kim have always had a close relation.
Also been hanging out with my neighbor a lot. She is a wonderful woman but she keeps giving me stuff. I feel very spoiled. These beauty products she gives me cost a lot of money. And she doesn`t accept a no when I said I can`t take that its too much. Lol I love Kirsten.
So another thing happened this week. Which I hope you guys can help me with. Because it means a lot to me but even more to my friend.
My friend Michael Ross have entered a fashion designer contest. And he needs your likes to win it. So if you have time could you please enter this link and give him a like. It would make all his dreams come true winning this. And he has been working so hard. Me and Mischa have been good friends since the day I interviewed him for Staxus. Many guys at Staxus have given him a like too. Of course after I was nagging on them haha. But if you are a true Staxus fan and follower. Please give our boy a like and help him win Balkan Art Fashion Event 2016
The more likes he gets, the bigger the chance that he is winning.
Interviewing models in the porn industry is for me a thing to do to kill time. raise the traffic to my blog and of course its a bonus when you met people with dreams and goals outside of what they are doing when I get to know them.
Could you please click the link and give him a like?
Thank you if you could.
I wish you all a good evening š
x Smacky x
PS: I got your hints to interview Max from French-Twinks. I`m working on it. And I will probably get it ready over the weekend. You know I do anything for my Antoine and his followers š I`m just a little slow at the moment and stressing about things. But I will make something for Max during the weekend and publish a interview with him as soon as he completes my questions. š
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